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Atomic Inspiration

Posted by mgnann on February 19, 2010

Currently, I’m in the middle of a book titled Uranium, by Tom Zoellner. I can’t remember where I first heard about it, but after I did, I set out to the bookstore to pick it up. Unfortunately, they only had a hardback and the inside cover flap contained the wallet-punching: U.S. $26.95. With the price of books not being the issue here, let me just say I wasn’t able to pay that. So when I found it in the bargain bin at Borders for THREE DOLLARS, I snatched that bad boy up.

A little further than halfway, so far it has been a really interesting read. Since the 1200’s, the rock known as uranium has been at the center of a widening gyre of scientific breakthrough, technology inspired advancement in political power, and greed induced mining. Looking at this, it seems naturally allegorical to compare the way uranium wildly casts off particles in an effort to achieve rest (this instability being the source of radiation and the basic principle behind the atomic bomb) with the history of mankind attempting to harness uranium in order to achieve peace and wealth—yet invariably creating mostly destruction, corruption, and war.

Woah, sorry! I didn’t mean to get all back-cover book review on you. It is just a subject I really find interesting. How thematically rich is a story about an esoteric stone that contains the potential for life changing transmutations? That is modern day alchemy, folks.

Related is a book that I read within the past year, Tuxedo Park, by Jennet Conant. This book is about the private scientific labs of Alfred Loomis, where much of the research that went into creating the atomic bombs dropped on Japan were derived from. It covers much more than that, but what drew me to it was the advancements of technology that came during that time.

The history of science is a theme I’ve explored in many of my own stories. Another is the way war forces mankind to evolve. Most recently this occurs in As Above, So Below, and there are elements of duality in this next story, Traces, as well.

Some of my deepest inspiration comes from reading non-fiction like these two books. This passage in Uranium, where Zoellner quotes the wife of a scientist regarding the local Zuni Indians hired to do construction at Los Alamos, really gets my creative juices going:

“There they were, the oldest peoples of America, conservative, unchanged, barely touched by our industrial civilization, working on a project with an object so radical that it would be hailed as initiating a new age.”

To wrap it all up, there is just a ying and yang about this subject that really pushes my creative buttons. The connections between the past and the future contain an endless amount of possibilities; literary, scientifically, and politically. Even while I sit here finishing this blog post, I see Vice President Biden speaking about increasing spending to insure the U.S.’s aged nuclear arsenal remains ready and capable, with an ultimate goal of reducing these weapons around the world, and I am reminded of another quote contained in Zoellner’s work. This one is from Winston Churchill, whom the bomb detonated over Nagasaki and nicknamed Fat Man, was possibly named after:

“If you go on with this nuclear arms race, all you are going to do is make the rubble bounce.”

So have a good Friday, and remember, watch out for blinding flashes of light in the sky!

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Traces

Posted by mgnann on February 16, 2010

I’ve been working on this story I’m calling, Traces. That name comes from a story I wrote years ago called, Traces of a Cloud – which was as bad as the title sounds.

Traces is about an old man that comes back to a small town to finish something he began a long time ago. I’ve got a rough outline for the entire story written, but I’m going a bit slower with this than I did with AASB. That doesn’t mean I will take as long to write it, because I never want to spend that much time on one thing again. For one, it isn’t going to be as large; there just isn’t as much happening as in AASB. But the main reason is because I’m going to plan it better.

The best thing I learned writing AASB was to finish the story before you start editing it. I spent a lot of time rewriting a scene that, once I got further down the road, became obsolete anyway. So I’m going to take this outline, write a rough draft—finish it—and then evaluate what needs to be changed. This is obviously be more sensible, but if I had any sense in the first place, I might spend more time looking for a job, and not be sitting here writing stories all day.

I figure, if I’m going to die in snowpocalypse 2010, at least I’ll go out happy.

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New Projects

Posted by mgnann on February 2, 2010

In an effort to spend more of my life looking at at screens, I’ve got some new projects I’m going to be blogging about.

Since finishing the tentatively titled, As Above, So Below, I have mostly been working to identify and edit some of the things I know are flawed with it. The number one thing on that list is the magic system, which was a huge mess on my part. That happened because I didn’t know what I wanted it to be, so it wound up being a lot of different things. There were also a few scenes that needed to die, as well as some that I wanted to give life to. That stuff is done now. I’m awaiting some reader feedback and then I’ll probably do a thorough rewrite and evaluate again after that. I don’t think I will stop tweaking it until I figure out how to get published, but until then I want to give priority to a few other efforts.

One is this blog. I’ve added a portal page that is dedicated to As Above, So Below and put a bunch of cool stuff there. There are maps, excerpts, and encyclopedic pages for places and characters– all stuff that deals with the first book.

Second is the novella I’ve been puttering around with. Similarly to the way I did with AASB, I’m going to start posting my thoughts on finishing that up. Third and furthest out is the second book in the AASB trilogy, and another full length, unrelated novel that I am going to start brainstorming for. I am not sure which of these I am going to begin writing first, but I will be talking about them both here.

I hope that by expanding this blog to include other things, that I won’t hit the lulls that I did trying to make it focus solely on a single project.

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First Draft: Completed.

Posted by mgnann on August 17, 2009

“The first draft of anything is shit.” – Ernest Hemingway.

I finished writing my first draft about a couple of weeks ago. Looking back at it, I would have to say I don’t completely agree with my favorite author up there–I don’t think it is all shit, but I do believe there is a lot cluttering the real story. Reading back over it can be painful at points. About 10 pages will probably disappear by just deleting unnecessary adverbs, another 20 will go when I edit out all the overly descriptive, leisurely construed, exercising-the-typing-fingers sentences with confusing structures that contain little information, and lots of commas.

Thanks go to my proofreaders for putting up with that.

The hardest part was definitely keeping up with the information that I created. Not just plot, but each character’s history, what is happening, what needs to be said, what has been said, and what needs to be hinted at but saved for later. It is hard keeping up with all of them. The easiest part for me was the dialogue. I think I successfully found each character’s voice and did a good job with conversations between them. I should write a story that is nothing but dialogue.

That makes me think of a Hemingway story right there. If you never have, you should read Hills Like White Elephants.

Another thing I think I did well was world-building. This is certainly a result of working on this project for a number of years, giving me plenty of time to create a rich history. This book only delves into a small part of the overall history and culture of the Taros/Eskra world. I do have a short outline for a second and third book that continues to reveal the rest of the world’s story, but that will come much later.

What I don’t think I did well was create a clear, interesting magic system. The magic system I have in mind is not what I communicated on the page. I tried, but it came out funky and clunky. That will be the most major source of revamping when I write the second draft of this book.

Now I need to let some people read what I have and give me some feedback. My mind has been in the Taros/Eskra world too long for me to see things clearly anymore. So I’m going to put it down. I have two other stories I want to work on. While my readers go over my first draft I am going to work on these other ideas. I’ll probably post some stuff here about those as well, shaping this blog into more of a complete writer’s blog instead of centering around one single idea.

There is still a lot of work to be done (I have no ideas for a title, I’m terrible at titles) but I feel a huge weight taken off my shoulders for finally getting the first draft written. It’s taken years, but I feel like they were years well spent. A lot of people say they want to write a book, but they never finish–if they ever start. I’m really proud of what I have done, even if it does still need a good bit of polish and shine.

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Whoosh

Posted by mgnann on July 1, 2009

“I love deadlines. I like the whooshing sound they make as they fly by.”  -Douglas Adams

Well, I set myself a deadline of finishing by the end of June and today I missed it. I still have about 50k words to write. Some of those don’t have to be done from scratch, some are just incomplete chapters that just need polishing. I blame my real job, it takes up way too much time. But that’s a whole ‘nother blog entirely.

So today I kind of groaned when I looked back at something I wrote about 8 months ago.

I am getting close to putting together the end…I still believe I can reach my goal of having the first rough draft completed by the end of the year. – Me. October 9th, 2008.

Ha ha. On one hand, I’m not sure what I was thinking there. On the other, it can be hard for me to foresee  how much writing it will take to properly tell the story. I’m sure I thought of it as, “oh, let me just get these guys to Efegen’s so they can cruise into Taris, hook up with the right people, and execute the final scenarios,” and assumed that wouldn’t take long. Not that easy. Hell, I’ve known how the story would end for a few months, but now that I’m writing the final chapters I find it covers many more pages than I anticipated it would.

Tonight I tried to work on a building chapter that sets the tone for the end, but I wasn’t feeling it. So rather than fighting that and pressing on, I started putting down some bones for the last chapter. It’s been in my head and I need to start seeing what it looks like on paper.

And by paper, I mean on the monitor screen.

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For Blogging’s Sake!

Posted by mgnann on June 18, 2009

I haven’t been doing a lot of blogging because I have been actually writing. Also, I have a hard time deciding what to say here. So this is a random collection of thoughts as I wrote today.

  • I both love and hate describing settings. Stopping myself from trying to write a whole page describing a doorway and the room behind it is hard. Sometimes I have a heck of a time deciding what is descriptive and what is superfluous. Most of the the time when I’m reading a book, unless the author just lets me picture the scene myself, I can’t get what they are saying anyway, but for some reason when I’m writing I want to describe every single detail.
  • The two characters I am working on right now are in the biggest city they have ever set foot in. A common scene, you know it. Small town farm children find themselves swept into the greatest city in their realm and they are blown away by the vastness of it’s sprawling horizons. I feel like I’ve seen this in hundreds of movies and read it in lot’s of books, but it is a bitch for me to write. Do I describe the layout of the roads? Does Reader need to know that? Do they care? I have maps I’ve sketched out, I could show you.
  • I’ve been  looking for other authors who blog about the progress of their work, but haven’t found anything I really enjoy reading. Most of it is more about their life as a writer. Maybe I don’t like people. Maybe this type of blog is not engaging.
  • Siblings in the city. Cerra is getting caught up in her plot. This is a really fun part. It took me a while to figure out how to write it, but I like what is going down now. Concentrating on one character at a time is easier, write all their stuff and then sort out what goes where.
  • I think I have about 50k new words left to write. Then some splicing and I should be done. End of June is looking good.
  • Cerra and Alyandra chapters are fun. Theirs is probably my second favorite plot line, with Kabladan’s being first. They are also some of the easiest characters to write. One is a main character, the girl Cerra from Paxon. The other is a noble member in Taris. I’ve been really excited to have the two of them meet for a while, their personalities were made for each other.
  • Have trouble writing about this sect of minor charaters that play a important background role called Sha’shin. (Means assassin, okay?) They have one of the longest histories of all the peoples in the book and drive a major plot element, but for some reason I cannot get them to pop, sizzle, smolder. The seem very flat, even though I have given them multiple devices to work with (What are those mystical tattoos? Why are their eyes yellow?) The elements are there, but the Sha’shin will be a major player in any revised drafts.
  • Trying not to rush things is hard. I know there will still need to be a re-read and a final editing before I call this thing completed, but my epic first draft is almost complete and, goddamn it, I am glad.

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All of May

Posted by mgnann on May 25, 2009

Man, oh man. Sometimes I think I should have picked something simpler for my first attempt to write a book. I’ve read a few successful writers give that advice, not to get in over your head for your first attempt. Well, I like a challenge and I’ve always told myself if I could pull this off then I can write anything.

I’ve got a lot of plot lines that need to come together. Its like trying to braid a rope out of pissed off moray eels. Even with that going on, I feel I am basically still on schedule for the deadlines stated in the last post. I am cranking out a lot of unrefined chunks of words, getting the ideas down, dictating what I see. But it’s hard when I get to a tangle of plot lines that need sorting out and I have to stop and think about how I am going to get to where I need to go.

Insert knotted rope metaphor here….

Back to work.

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Blazing Speed

Posted by mgnann on April 23, 2009

Last Sunday, after a thoroughly enjoyable day at JordanCon, I sat down to do some writing. Now usually I have a problem where I try to make everything perfect before moving on. I spend a lot of time revising, not writing.  Well, I’m done with that. Sunday I sat down and started typing and didn’t stop until I had almost 7,000 words. That isn’t much overall, but it set down the bare bones for a couple chapters. And guess what? It worked better than planning.

So from here on out I will just write, no more days upon days of outlining. And I’m stating it in a blog so it must be true (serious face).

This method is not a surprise to me. I’ve known before that I was more of a discovery writer than an outliner. But for some reason I try to fight that and I waste a lot of time planning and brainstorming, when I should be letting my fingers do the thinking. If anyone out there is trying to become a writer, I would suggest that you first figure out whether you are a discovery writer or a outliner, and stick to what you do best.

Now if I could only follow my own advice.

Normally I would spend another week revising this section, polishing it, getting the prose perfect, the setting descriptions just right. This time I wont. I am going to move on, next time I will shoot for 10k words. That is my new goal: 10k on long days of writing, 5k+ on afternoon/evening sessions. At this pace I should have this draft done in June. That is another goal I am setting. Deadlines have never really been my thing, but I am going to start trying to set some.

Following these plans, within the next couple of months, I will have a very complete first half, and a skeleton of a second half. From there it wont be too difficult (fingers crossed, knock on wood) to flesh out the second part. At that point I will re-read the entire thing, adjust some wording and plot, and by the end of summer, probably sometime in August, have a very polished draft ready for anyone who wants to give it a read.

At least, that’s the idea.

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More @ Pine

Posted by mgnann on April 15, 2009

New short fiction over at Pine Magazine.

“I started drinking again.” Willard interrupted me. I wasn’t sure what to say to that. He hadn’t said four words since we sat down to eat and now he pops out with this?

“When?” I asked. It seemed like an appropriate question.

“Tuesday,” he answered.

I smelled the heat of his breath and sighed.

Who starts back drinking on a Tuesday?

Read Champs here.

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Pine and Me

Posted by mgnann on April 7, 2009

One more thing, before I forget to do this damn post AGAIN.

Pine Magazine has run one of my short stories in their Short Fiction section. Yes, this is supposed to be a blog about my book, but I’m always game for some shameless self promotion.

Go here to read Into the Fire. And check out Pine Magazine, because it’s radical.

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